Komigiioma

Well, as the summer reigns on, I have found a tennis partner in an old friend! and have been playing rather relentlessly!  I love playing sports @_@ The Weather up here in MN is horrid.  So hot.  so hot... I haven't been taking pictures at all lately, but I have been making music, but there isnt really anywhere to put that kind of art up here, is there ^_^.

Well, after an hour long drive in a blizzard, I made it home, but thats not the BIGGEST news in the past few months I suppose. I have a new job, overnights, full time, making it impossible to have any sort of social life... And I am now the front man in a metal band named Abandon Sanity... fairly exciting stuff. In reality, that's all thats new, I'm still single and I'm still not meeting new people.

Im sad and I dont know why, maybe its lack of sleep, maybe its lack of love. I just want to figure out why, because without a reason, I cannot write a song. its annoying and it makes me mad. im tired of not being able to write. im fucking pissed off and im in a writters block. what the fuck is that shit.  Its been a week or so now since ive been continuously just straight up not feeling good, angry at the world, and its not that i couldnt write lyrics, no no, i could write lyrics just fucking fine.  I cant think of anything to play on the guitar OR piano that reflects what im feeling, and nothing i have written expressed how i feel, the close